new env

it's been a long long time did not stop by and put down a blog..may be previously is busy on things for going to uk..finali im here..nth much..the weather here is cold...the ppl here are friendly...i like it..may be im bias on those malay ppl in malaysia..bored of seeing them...evything is jus llike brand new things to me..culture, home, uni and ppl that walk around..smth that is new to me..a new environment..i was wondering i can put down evything that i care in malaysia, actuali im not...pass few days see those pic of both of them..my mood is turning down suddenly...i got no idea why i still couldnt let it go..im not missing him is jus that i blame myself how can i can be with this kind of ppl who said that luv me much, when turn back, hugging another girl right after v break up...i was afraid on starting a new relationship..at this moment, he is cuming in to my life...v have been starting to msn chatting with each other...may be both of us also going to uk, hav the same topic to each other..reach here, start to hav sms chat since last sat...thru the way he sms me, i feel that he got feel on me..im not sure this is correct or wrong...jus smth like very caring sms which can warm a person's heart..finalli many ppl knew it til hormei n bobo also knew it..i didnt wan to put too many on it cos i was afraid wut i see now is not wut i think..he is caring person and very shy when talking to girls..silent..not much words...is a good guy...but nth i can say now...jus wait n see how was it laa..i think til this sat onli i will kno it...