Sadness Part 2

She was not happy today and she was crying just now, i reli feel like i cant do anything to help her, she was so moody and sad...due to her again, i reli felt very frustrated on her behaviour towards her, just simply losing the temper on her..wut kind of person is that, izzit just because of her sickness or other people didn't treat her well and she just misuse this frenship and just losing the temper to her, that;s is unfair to her, i cant say anything, i just dont wana to continue seeing this....wut a damn...
further more, she told me that she had a sickness and she refuse to double check again from the doctor, i was very worry on her, this is not a joke and it is something very important and serious for her personal healthy problem, if continue like this, it may harm her body, i reli dun want to see this, i was very worry and she seems like afraid of facing this sickness, as a fren, i felt im so useless and at this moment i seems like cant do anything to help her...so far, actuali it had been happened for a long time and i just knew about it...wut can i do to help her, to let her to see doctor to cure the sickness....wut can i do ???as a fren, i reli doesnt wana see her continue like this....seeing her suffer and i also feel like wana cry like i cant do anything to help her and im not a good best fren for her.....damn it.......god pls bless her...all the blesses falls on her.....pls pls pls.....she is my best fren and i dun wan to leave her alone....btu i got no time....pls ...blesses..i need blesses...

Meet the Parents

He came back edi..makes me feel very happy for these few days..almost evyday we are stick together besides sleeping time...reli wish that he can be by my side all the time..these few days, i reli felt very happy.i onli can use happiness this word to represent my feeling...til that day he told me that, his sister recommend his whole family go out for a dinner together and she aso ask me and his bf along..i felt damn tension and scare when i heard this, i wish to go but i reli felt very tension, this is my first time having dinner with his family....finally reach his house, i felt his house looks very old, dirty and messy, because his house is the place for work and also the place for them to sleep. that time onli i know he grew up at this kind of place, so it is understandable that he is such a stingy person when come to himself on buying things...which makes me get to knwo him well..his mother is such a nice person, she knew that i was heaty, she asked him to take the tong sui for me and bring some mee for me to eat, besides, actuali she plans to boil another tong sui on the next day, but when she knew that im coming, she boil it on that day, i felt very touching on that, such a nice aunty, his father doesnt look fierce but bit silent...his brother were shy and we didnt say a single word, his sister still ok, just that i have a bit scare on his first brother since xw always take his car to fetch me to go out, sometimes i reli worry that his brother don;t like me becos of this...and i was scare to tell him about that...during the dinner, he was so careless, he took the yam for me and he himself take the meat, i felt very geram that time but i din say a single word..at last, luckily he take the vege to me..he is damn stupid, i purposely take out the cover of the prawn to him but he think that i dun wan to eat the prawn, such a stupid person la....but i reli felt happiness when im with him,, is it this can consider as we have step into another stage???i was wondering...recently he become very sweet on the wording that he said to me, and he started to say those loving words to me, i felt very happy when evytime he told me that he reli love me so much and cant let me go...i feel very touching which makes me cant easily to leave him alone....i was wondering when will be the time for me to bring him over to my house to let dad and mum to meet him....i dun think in a shorter time i will be bringing him over...she sent flowers to her...wut a big flowers...all of reli happy for her and envy..such a big bunch of flowers, reli make ppl envy...i oni can see her smiling face and happiness expression appear on her face.....